Admins please read this

So I know all the admins know about me at this point, and I am still sorry about what I did. When I gave the man his money back, I was angry and chose some ill-mannered words like "precious keys" because I was so upset about having to sell some things. I am really sorry guys and I can promise that I have changed for the better.

My appeal. When the whole dilemma went down, I was camping and had no account with SteamRep. I know this is a pitiful excuse, but you have to understand that I had no previous familiarity with the site and what I had to do to properly submit an appeal. I was on my phone because I wasn't at home, and I guess I didn't see the things I needed to have in my appeal, I just knew what that word meant. I know that each person is allowed only one appeal, but this circumstance is (I feel) an exception. Honest to god, If I had known the rules, and seen the proper way to submit an appeal, I would have done so.

I am asking the moderators to give me a second chance because I believe I deserve at least that. I DO feel like I was wrongly treated, but even so, am willing to give back to the community any way I can. The amount of my own my money that I put into trading is actually disappointing and I just want to cash out to help with my tuition next semester.

I would really like to actually talk to an admin instead of people who are probably going to comment on here and send me a link to a specific rule somewhere. I think SteamRep is a great way to tell who is a scammer and not, but I can promise you that I would never pull anything like that again, and would be happy to just have my ban turned into a caution.

Again, I still don't understand the site at all, and I can see I am barred from submitting appeals so I am at a loss as what to do here. I am sorry, from the bottom of my heart, and already paid back and a apologized to the guy. Please give me another chance and I promise to never do anything scandalous ever again, thank you for your time.