Rejected Anyway of me redeeming my self for scamming?

Basically, the story goes, there once was a man who was poor on TF2 and loved buds.
Wanted it so badly tried to scam for it, didn't get to scam for it, didn't get to even nearly scam for it.
Only tried making a fake rep thread.
Then the story goes that, the man then got banned from sourceop.
He then realised that he was an ass for trying to get near to the scamming stage and wants to redeem himself.
He has done some money trades with around 2 people so far, real ones.
He wants the people who he done the trades with to comment on his sourceop page but he is banned.
What should the man do?

By the way people. I do have a max's head + buds + an unusual, those were not scammed for, I promise.
(Yes, I understand, I am reported as a scammer and no one will believe me)
I did actually work my ass off for it, just found some people selling keys for 2 ref and found stuff then just started trading a lot and finally got to the stage of slightly 'rich'.
I am extremely sorry for trying to scam.
Seriously, I am.
No joke.
I wanna leave TF2 so I am selling everything in my inventory.

steamID: The don [SELLING BUDS - $33]
steamID32: STEAM_0:1:42940250
steamID64: http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198046146229
customURL: http://steamcommunity.com/id/76561198046146229
steamrepURL: http://www.steamrep.com/index.php?id=76561198046146229

I am a 'SOP Scammer' according to Steamrep.

edit: denied, massive fakerep