Archived Appeal: 76561198195136525 - (Phenthus / BANNED BY SR)

Appeal for BANNED BY SR

Steam profile: 76561198195136525 (Phenthus)

Appeal Plea: I committed the offense(s), I admit it
Appeal Reason: [Change of Heart] I will never scam again.

Victim Repayment: No, but I will repay. I need help finding the victim(s)
Previous Appeals: Yes, I appealed here before and it was denied.​

Alternate Accounts:

http://steamcommunity.com/id/PHNTH​

Appeal description:

First of all, I would like to tell you that I am going to try my best to keep this short, instead of repeating the same words over and over again. But even after admiting that, I probably will be repetitive. - It's been a long time, a lot more longer than expected, I have quit trading in any platform, that includes steam and/or trading electronic non-physical stuff. (Any selling/trading over internet.) I took a little peek over other communities such as TF2Outpost to see what it became after a long peroid of time. (Probably 50 Days ago) and obviously, I forgot that I was permanently banned from all the platforms which involves trading due to my steamrep. Not only that, It got my remember the shitty stuff that I have done which I wasn't really proud of; Saying that, instead of ignoring it, I was really ashamed about what I saw when I was looking at my steamrep status. The things I have done, - the stuff I have said with one word was disgusting. I didn't even remember having another additional account other than community.com/id/PHNTH, I literally forgot that It was a thing. On my previous appeals, I just realised that ALSO didn't add it into alternate accounts: section when I made it. My attitude within the appeal was like I was right with what I did and the people there was completetly misunderstanding. When I came back to look at my appeal there, It was completely like I was appealing to get my steamrep done to join and play some more, It felt like I wasn't appealing cause of my opinion and vision changed. It felt like I was appealing to achieve something, to get something back that was taken from me.

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I know, jumping between subjects is a really bad thing and I also have to admit that making stuff simple is a lot more valuable than talking and/or writing a large text but I feel like I couldn't stop myself from doing it in here since I feel more comfortable that way. Starting to play CS:GO with TF2, staring and hearing people doing large amount of fund trading has drained from my stupidity and made me ashame of myself from that day. The scam(s) and attempt(s) I did was due to my own stupidty, not sure If It was due to me being a lot more younger than I am or If I was more stupid than how I am right now. In short, after doing all the f✿✿✿ed up s✿✿✿s I did, I got VAC Banned and eventually, I lost all the trade permissions over my CS:GO items. I was really enraged that time and switched to http://steamcommunity.com/id/phenthus from http://steamcommunity.com/id/PHNTH. I continued scamming just like I was so f✿✿✿✿✿✿ stupid, kept trying over and over again like It was a sickness. After some peroid of time I purchased Falchion | Fade knife on CS:GO and eventually, I got scammed when I was trying to sell and trade it with other stuff too. The guy who scammed also took my account and used it for couple of weeks before I took it and claimed it back. That day, I realised what stealing was when people did the same and took it away from me, even though It wasn't just me. I don't want to detail the whole process more, not to be cocky but I really don't wish to talk about this a lot more than that. From any perspective, from any position of looking at this, what I did was completetly disgusting and it was lack of vision of mine, I was younger and I was really stupid so I did that.

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I'm completely embarrassed, completely ashamed and completetly dishonored from my attitude on the past. I have tried saving up to some amount of money to re-pay my wounds but It seems like I couldn't. I'm not employed and all the inventory I have on my main account which happens to be http://steamcommunity.com/id/PHNTH is literally locked for trading due to vac ban. (I will put a proof related to that.) I wish I had any additional method to re-pay my stuff, I really do. I wish I had what I have taken from people in order to repay them and to neutralize my condition. I also would like to say that I am not making this appeal to get back to trading nor marketing. I swear to god, I am completely done with any trading, I am no longer interested in anything that involves money over steam anymore. I would like to appeal to get my reputation into a better position (Not to clean it completetly since I doubt if it will be possible to do that.) and to become a more positive person. Anyone that waas involved with the things I have done, I'm completetly sure for everything I have done, I hope you will forget me and I'm terribly sorry. I am ashamed of myself and I promise, If I will ever get another chance ever, I will not repeat this again ever. I'm really abashed of myself, making this appeal although nto having anything to pay but I wanted to try my luck. I swear to anyone that If I ever had any sort of money, I would be really honored to re-pay any of the victims. I will list my last purchased games in order to proof that I really am not a financial person.

As I said a lot of times, I'm terribly sorry that I have lack of repayment over my victims but please, give me another chance. I will not fail anyone, I will not make anyone disappointed if you could just let me have another chance. I wish I did appeal a lot more earlier than that.​