i want my history deleted completely. please read on

i dont want my account to appear due to a few situations in the past
i request that my account details (at least the visible history of my friends list) be deleted or hidden due to many account details appearing, including details such as my friends list, racist and fanatic names, and sort of things

i have a clean legal record so i hope you give a positive answer

as you can see, i can respond to you, horse
i dont want to be rude but my past is too awkward
since my language is not english, im writing by checking it all the time

yeah my request may be ridiculous or breaking the rules
but it would be nice if you could at least give an answer

im saying:
the "situation" I am talking about is not related to trade or anything
you can check my backpack.tf account too.
if what i said wasn't outputting, its about trolling (often in a derogatory manner)
now, im not proud of it. thats why i asked

sorry if my message sounds robotic :\

i've never felt the need to write this discussion before. thats why my account is too new
also, since my main language is turkish, i usually do not actively use english sites (except backpack.tf)